Had a meltdown yesterday at clinic. I now have to have an annual drug test because I am on vicodin. I feel like a f*cking criminal. I am so tired of life.

Road trip

All of a sudden I am in the mood for a road trip. Stay in a hotel, eat out, watch movies. Maybe I can swing it in October or November.

1st day 90mg Cymbalta

Yesterday edgy, couldn't take a nap, started 90 mg Cymbalta today. Very edgy, but that was before I even took the Cymbalta. Maybe having to do all the watering made me edgy, and Sophie is definitely not helping. Also my eyesight is very blurry, worse than I think it's ever been. Don't know if it's the Cymbalta or not. Crap!

Depressed!

Depressed today & yesterday, but maybe cuz Buster isn't getting better. Plus listening to music that isn't helping.

I miss the life I never had.

Migraine today

Migraine today, yesterday very depressed. Called & left message for Dr. need medication change. My vision is also very blurry today.

Mood much better

Yesterday upped my Cymbalta to 2/day. Blurry vision has mostly disappeared. Mood is decent, but wish it was better. This heat is killing me. At least I slept a bit this morning.

Very pissy this afternoon

Starting Cymbalta 7 days ago, yesterday very depressed, this afternoon after migraine went away became very pissy. I am ready to fight everyone!

Crappy mood today

I'm in a horrible mood. Angry, unhappy, blah, blah, blah. I stopped the muscle relaxer 3 days ago, maybe this is just left over from that. Will wait & see. I hate it when I'm like this.

Good mood so far..

I'm in a pretty good mood so far today. Wish I had gotten more done in the yard, but it's just too hot. If I had a good lantern I could actually work out there in the middle of the night when I can't sleep. Hmmm, maybe it's time to go shopping online. Weeeeee!

I'm so confused!

I'm still really confused about this whole blogging, following, etc. Maybe it's my age? Good, God, I'm turning into my mother!

Why is Chick McGee blocked?

Just tried to follow him & he has to approve me following him...hmm.

Why is

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Trying to win a blender!

I need a blender badly. I'm entering a contest for one from www.myhealthmaster.com
I have a favorite smoothie for summer. Cut up watermelon into chunks without seeds. Place in blender with a tablespoon of concentrated lemonade and ice & spin. Can add gin or vodka too. Very refreshing!

I won!

I actually won a steam mop! It's amazing how much this has improved my mood.

Hopefully my stopping the muscle relaxer will imrove my vision. 3 more days before I know if it has helped, or if it is actually my daibetes.

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Pevonia Botanica skin care giveaway!

This is one I would truly like to win:
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God knows my skin can use all the help it can get!

Mood has finally improved!

I am no longer depressed, thank God & the angels. I've been entering contests, gave Bud her pill & fed her some more. Praying tomorrow will be a good day for me to get out in the yard!

Hoping to win!

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Bud's pill

Got to remember to give Bud her pill.

First Mango

Just ate my first Mango. It was good, but definitely not ripe. Would like to eat 1 everyday, but at 79cents/per, I just can't afford it.

How do I get my thoughts to post?

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